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Life: Our World in Pictures

April 13, 2009 · 1 Comment

Top Ten Pictures/Pictoral-Occasions from our Seminary Daze…

1.  Our dearly beloved punk-of-a-dog on the first day of his life with us, July 2007 (the first of many Photobooth Pictures we have subjected him to):

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2.  Our first theklines show in the Northeast, August 2007, Jackson, New Jersey:

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3.  Celebrating our one-year anniversary at the DeWald house, albeit a bit early (we figured by that point, we’d make it), July 2007, Arlington, Texas.

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4.  Thanksgivings!

First, in 2006, with some of the Texa-klines:

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Second, in 2007, with our dearly beloved Maryland-based Evangelical-Covenanter-Partners-in-Crime-and-Ministry, the Meadors (notice, no pictures with the food, just the adorable attention-hogs):

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And third, in 2008, with a group of the fabulous friends the seminary kept promising us we’d make and before we knew it, we had:

candelit(Not pictured: the Nerd taking the picture).

5.  Weddings!

First, at David and Hannah’s (Peter’s Bro and “Exotic, Foreign Wife”)(Ok, this was taken at the rehearsal dinner–The Kline ladies [under 30]):

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Then, at Cousin Amy’s and Practically-Cousin Jason’s

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Then, at Elizabeth’s and Ryan’s (aka Mr. “Go Big or Go Home”)(ok, I don’t have a picture of this either, but Rebecca and I had a blasty-blast with her camera at the salon):

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Also, Peter and I went to Erin’s (a new friend!) and Trey’s (an old friend!) in North Carolina:

trey-and-erins-wedding(Yes, that’s my butt and curly hair).

Recently, we went down to Houston for Kat’s (one of my oldest and dearest former roommates and friends) and David’s (one of my oldest and dearest brother-like friends):

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Also, we went to Peter’s Wheaton friends’ weddings: Trevor and Caitlyn and Patrick and Jen.  PEOPLE, STOP GETTING MARRIED!  WE’RE GOING BROKE!

6.  We have fallen in love with New York City.  I know it’s cliche.  But, hey, at least we’re not going to say that the city has an energy.

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(Times Square)

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(Bryant Park, sans Fashion Week Tents)

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(Central Park, with Cutie-Sis Becc!)

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7.  Our first visitor, Kathleen, who will never know how much it meant to us to have a friend from home visit so soon after we moved… because we missed home so much:

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8.  Roadtrips!

To Hersey, Pennsylvania:

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Skiing in the Catskills:

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Hiking in Austin:

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Camping in Jersey:

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D.C. on Veteran’s Day:

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Annapolis to see Over the Rhine (and then Karin was sick!):

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Cape May, New Jersey:

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D.C. on the Fourth of July with my mama:

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Eastern North Carolina, with Lindsey (yes, dad, that’s me at a football game):

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9.  Seminary Choir!

Trip to Michigan for the Calvin Worship Symposium:

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Organ Concerto:

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Carols of Many Nations:

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10.  Par-tays!

I have a bird-day party:

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Peter has a bird-day party!

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We throwz a bird-day party for 3!

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Fancy Couples Have Fancy Dinner Parties:

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A Halloween Triple-Threat:

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New Year’s Eve Dance Party:

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With all of this, it’s amazing that we had any time to study.  But Masters of Divinity we shall be.

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Some Friday Foolishness…

April 10, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Doggie Yoga? Be sure to check out the pictures and read the comments.

Here’s our doggie’s yoga:

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Also, who says Rome wasn’t built in a day?

And speaking of Rome, I’m planning a trip to Europe, which I will share much more about in the coming weeks.  But for now, check out Carcassonne, a stop on my trip.

That’s all for now, folks.  Have a holy Good Friday.

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I’m So Vain… I Probably Think This Post Is About Me

October 6, 2008 · 3 Comments

One of my best friends, Kathleen, got married this past weekend, and I was allowed to look hot, hot, hot for a night and forget about my woes.  So, in her honor (and in honor of the power of positive thinking…), I have completed her request to do this “A to Z of Me” thing she wanted me to do.  Um… enjoy?

A:  Attached or single? Married.  (Two years, one month, eighteen days… my math fizzles out after this).

B:  Best Friend? Jesus.  Nah, I wish.  But Rachel Hebert is about as close as you can get.

C:  Cake or pie? Yes.

D:  Day of Choice? Um, Day of Atonement?  Day of the Dead?  What kinda question is this?  Any day has the potential to be good.  Or terrible, no good, very bad.

E:  Essential Item? Clean underwear.  Or lip gloss.  These days I’m enjoying C.O. Bigelow’s Metha Lip Shine.  But I also like Smith’s Rosebud Salve.  I panic without handy lip gloss– I blame my sister.  She’s a fellow addict.

F:  Favorite color? I like sparkly silver.  But not to wear.  I like to wear red.

G: Gummy bears or worms? I’m not a fan of gummy-ness.  Peter really likes Sour Patch Kids.

H:  Hometown? Heaven?  I never know how to answer this.  I was born in Salt Lake City, Utah.  My parents now live in Arlington, Texas.  I graduated from high school in Irving, Texas and from college in Houston, Texas.  I consider Texas home.  But, I also lived in south Florida.  And Alabama.  And now, I live in Princeton, New Jersey.  Home is where the heart is your junk is.

I:  Favorite Indulgence? Laying on the couch, eating a pint of Ben&Jerry’s Half Baked Ice Cream, watching an entire season of Gilmore Girls.

J:  January or July? In Texas, January.  Here, July.  I don’t do too well with temperature extremes.

K:  Kids? I don’t know what this question is asking.  Do I like kids?  Do I know kids?  Do I want kids?  Do I have kids?  A few of my friends seem to be popping them out and living to tell about it, so I guess it might be worth a shot.  If it doesn’t work out, I’ll just ship ‘em off to Brangelina.

L: Life isn’t complete without? Death.  (I mean, think about it).

M:  Marriage date? Well, call me old fashioned, but my marriage date was the guy I was marrying.  I didn’t think it was appropriate to ask somebody else.

N:  Number of brothers and sisters? I have one older sister who taught me how to climb up stairs and how to shave my legs.  I now have, eh hem, an older sister-in-law and a new brother-in-law, a younger-than-me-but-older-than-Peter brother-in-law and another sister-in-law, a younger-brother-in-law, and a younger-sister-in-law.  What fun!

Here’s some of us: P&M, Matthew, Rebecca, David, and Hannah (Not pictured: Nicole, Elizabeth, and Ryan)

O: Oranges or apples? I’ve really started to like Granny Smith Apples.  Reds are still too mushy for me.  And oranges are too much work.

P:  Phobias? Aw, geez.  This could take a while.  I have some clinical anxiety problems– the list is extensive.  But, in the interest of keeping this light-hearted, I will confide that I used to be terrified of E.T. (the friendly alien) and totem poles as a little girl.  Also, tornadoes frightened me.  And those flying monkeys from The Wizard of Oz.  I also have a slight-or-not-so-slight fear of flying.  And I pass out around needles.  Do I need to go on?

Q:  Quotes? I’m a fan of “”.  Oh, do you mean quotations?  Well, in that case… My favorite pages of words can be found in Anne Lamott’s Traveling Mercies, pages 48-50.  Go read it yourself–I’m not going to infringe on Annie’s copyright.

R:  Reasons to smile? Right now?  My dog is rolling around on the rug in our living room in front of me, watching me anxiously for any sudden indication that a walk is imminent.  Which it is, but I can’t let him know.  Shhhhh….

S:  Season of choice? Up here, I really do love them all for different reasons.  Currently, I am looking forward to the leaves changing.  Each season has its own specialness.

T:  Tag five people? No.

U:  Unknown fact? About me?  Or about anything?  Because, if it’s the latter, then, um, I don’t know one.  HAHAHAHAHAHA.  About me?  Well, here’s one:  I try to write a song a week.  Keeps the creative juice a-flowin’.  Consequently, I have a host of really bad songs.  But, occasionally, I stumble upon a winner.

V:  Vegetable? I love vegetables, all kinds.  I really do.  These days, I’m really digging arugula.  But, nothing beats an avocado.

W:  Worst habit? I probably drink too much coffee.  And I don’t exercise like I should.  I need to get on that.

X:  Xray or Ultra-sound? What the hell?!  Um, Xylophone.

Y:  Your favorite food? I love that “Y” is Your favorite food, even though it has two words that begin in “F” that are really the point of the question.  To answer, I like so many foods.  Dark chocolate, guacamole, all kinds of cheeses, steak, French fries, raspberries…

Z:  Zodiac sign? Scorpio.  Be afraid.

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Upon This Rock

August 25, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Here is a sermon I preached on Matthew 16:13-20.

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A minister dies and, resplendent in his clerical collar and colorful robes, waits in line at the Pearly Gates. Just ahead of him is a man dressed in sunglasses, a loud shirt, leather jacket, and jeans.

Saint Peter addresses this man, “Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you to the Kingdom of Heaven?”

The man replies, “I’m Joe Green, taxi-driver, of Noo Yawk City.” Saint Peter consults his list, smiles and says to the taxi-driver, “Take this silken robe and golden staff, and enter into the Kingdom.”

So the taxi-driver enters Heaven with his robe and staff, and the minister is next in line. Without being asked, he proclaims, “I am Pastor O’Connor, head pastor of Saint Mary’s for the last forty-three years.”

Saint Peter consults his list and says, “Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven.”

“Just a minute,” says the preacher, “that man was a taxi-driver, and you issued him a silken robe and golden staff. But I get wood and cotton. How can this be?”

“Up here, we go by results,” says Saint Peter. “While you preached, people slept — while he drove, people prayed.”

All of us, I am sure, are familiar with theses kinds of jokes. So and so dies, goes to heaven, and stands before St. Peter for sentencing. The jokes are often funny, but the theology they present is usually horrendous. St. Peter is the gatekeeper of heaven, and entrance is dependant upon any number of arbitrary factors. Often it is simply how nice of a person one was. It is really astonishing, however, how deeply ingrained this mythical view of heaven is in our minds. Don’t many of us, however much we might deny it, expect some such scene upon the moment of our dying? Well, I’m sorry to burst your bubble, but this entire mythical scene and all the jokes it has produced is based upon a bad misreading of one biblical text, which happens to be our gospel text this morning.

Jesus says to Peter, I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven. This was taken to mean that Jesus made Peter the one who would decide who gets into heaven and who stays out, hence, the vision of St. Peter at the pearly gates. Also, the verse before it has been the occasion for lots of interesting interpretation: You are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church. This single biblical verse has been the most commented upon and debated verse in the entire Bible. During the time of the Reformation, Catholics took this verse as Jesus’ inauguration of the first pope. This in turn elicited a flood of commentary by Protestants, trying to show why this wasn’t the case. Both sides, it has to be said, at times engaged in fairly desperate interpretive gymnastics.

So friends, we have a potent text before us this morning, one that has been the source of both theological mythology and deep church division. My goal this morning is to show you that it need not be either. This text is actually wonderful; it is rich and challenging, even dramatic. It is not so much about Peter, as it is about Jesus. So I will simply take us through it and try to get a view from the inside.  

Here at this place in the Gospel we have a major turning point in Jesus’ story. This text marks the end of Jesus’ Galilean ministry and the beginning of his journey to Jerusalem. The text says that Jesus came with his disciples to Caesarea Philippi. Caesarea Philippi was in northern Israel and would have been the northern most point that Jesus went with his disciples. After his visit here, Jesus would make the journey to southern Israel where he would enter Jerusalem to die. Caesarea Philippi, moreover, was a pagan city that worshipped the god Pan. So it is a dramatic place for this crucial episode to take place.

Up to this point in Matthew’s Gospel, Jesus has done a number of things. He has taught—recall the sermon on the mount—he has performed a number of healings, he has calmed a raging sea, he has fed thousands miraculously, and he has walked on water, to mention just some of the things he has done. But one thing he has not done is come straight out and explicitly say who he is and what his ministry is accomplishing. Jesus’ prefers to keep things more subtle and elusive. So he teaches in parables. The Kingdom of God is like…And he spends lots of time doing things, like healings, and feeding people. His disciples have slowly begun to catch on, they even at one point exclaim, ‘Truly you are the Son of God,’ but up to this point in the Gospel they are largely in the dark about the full scope of what Jesus is up to.

So before Jesus makes his journey to Jerusalem, before he goes to do what he alone can do, to do the central thing his Father has sent him to do, Jesus pauses and, in uncharacteristically straightforward fashion talks about his own identity: Who do people say that I am? And the disciples replied, Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah, and still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets. Jesus had created quite a stir in and around Galilee, and it was perfectly reasonable for people to think that a great prophet had once again come to Israel. Jesus’ popular identity was that of a prophet. His teachings and mighty deeds were certainly prophet-like.

But this answer isn’t enough, is it? What the populace can discern about Jesus doesn’t reach his truest identity. Flesh and blood isn’t enough to know who Jesus really is. Jesus isn’t just ‘one of the prophets,’ even though that certainly would be no small thing. So Jesus presses for a deeper answer: But what about you…who do you say that I am? He presses his disciples because if they are to be his true followers, they need to know who he truly is. Jesus is about to set his face to Jerusalem and walk straight into death. To follow him into this, the disciples need more than a popular understanding of Jesus. They need to know what his life is really about, who he really is, or they won’t follow Jesus to the cross.

Peter answers Jesus’ question. Throughout the Gospel of Matthew, Peter is the representative of the disciples. He embodies both their faith and their folly. Peter answers on behalf of the disciples, You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God. Here for the first time in the Gospel of Matthew the title ‘Messiah’ is on the lips of one the characters in the story. Here for the first time, Jesus’ truest identity breaks through. He is not simply a prophet, but the Messiah. He is the long awaited salvation of Israel. He is the one who will bring God’s Kingdom. He is the one on whom all of Israel’s hopes have been set. He is the Messiah, the Son of the living God. Here in this man, God’s very life has entered history and is drawing it to its conclusion. Here is what the populace did not understand. Here is Jesus as he really is, in his depth. 

And Jesus responds with what almost seems like surprise: You are surely blessed Peter, for this was not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by my Father in heaven. Knowing that Jesus is the Messiah does not meaning know a fact about him, it means surrendering our whole selves to him, and this not something we do by our own strength or decision. Peter did not ‘figure out’ that Jesus is the Messiah. Nor did he have some moment where God uploaded information into his brain. Peter simply found himself following Jesus in a way that only the Messiah can be followed. He found himself irresistibly drawn to Jesus; he found himself overcome by Jesus’ ‘Come follow me.’ In a very real sense Peter had no choice, for when the Messiah is in front of you, there is no time to choose, you must simply follow. If you think you have time to choose, you are not dealing with the Messiah. And so the confession about Jesus that arises from Peter is a gift from the Father from whom Jesus has been sent.    

Friends, I must pause here, and press this truth upon you. If you are a Christian, if you genuinely follow Jesus and so confess him as the Messiah, the Son of the living God, you must understand that this is not your own doing. Christian faith is not an achievement; it is not a personal decision; it is not a possibility that we possess. To follow Jesus is an act of surrender; it is not a choice we make, but our bowing before a choice already made about us. The follower of Jesus does not say, “Following Jesus seemed like the best option at the time.” No. The follower of Jesus says, “I heard his voice and realized that I must leave everything and follow him. No other option was possible.” If you and I understood this, how differently would we come to church! I think most of us come to church expecting little from God and a lot from ourselves. We sit there and take in the service, or lead it, critiquing this or that, ‘Oh that hymn was bad, oh the sermon was 7 minutes too long, oh that was a nice offertory.’ We do this because there is more unbelief in our hearts than belief, because we set our minds on flesh and blood. Friends, come to church with the expectation that God himself has summoned you, come with the expectation that here you will meet the Messiah before whom you must surrender your self and every human opinion and every human achievement. Come not because you are pious and a religious master, but because Jesus pierces you with his irresistible question, Who do you say that I am? Only then will you be blessed.

And now we can deal with the part of the passage that has caused so much trouble. To Peter’s naming of Jesus, Jesus responds with his own naming of Peter: You are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not prevail against it. Or more literally, you are Petros and on this petra I will my church. There is a word play here on the word ‘rock.’ Peter’s name means ‘rock’ and Jesus says that he will build his church on this rock. Protestants have done everything they can to avoid the reading that the rock on which Jesus will build his church is Peter himself. They have said that the rock is not Peter but his faith, or maybe Jesus, or maybe Caesarea Philippi. But Jesus is clear, he will build his church upon the rock that is Peter with his confession. And as a matter of historical fact, Jesus was right. Peter was the leader of the apostolic church, and through him the foundation of the church was laid. Just read the book of Acts.

The real issue comes in the next verse: I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven. What is Jesus saying here? The first thing to say is that Jesus repeats this saying later in the Gospel of Matthew, and he says it to all his disciples. So the meaning is certainly not that Peter or his individual successors have some sort of special authority over against other apostles. What Jesus gives to Peter, he gives to all the apostles. The second thing to be said is that the translation in your pew Bibles is wrong. There it sounds like Jesus is saying, ‘Ok, you call the shots, and whatever you say, that’s how it will be in heaven. Heaven is following you, Peter.’ The right translation is this: I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will have been bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven. You see, the binding and loosing has already taken place in heaven before Peter or any other of the apostles do anything. The promise Jesus gives to Peter and the apostles is that their own binding and loosing will be guided by God so that God’s decisions in heaven become known on earth. Jesus is not promising endorsement, but guidance.

Now what about this binding and loosing and keys? Most certainly, this is not about a simplistic notion of  “getting into heaven.” The keys are not keys to the pearly gates, they are keys to the storehouses of the Kingdom of God, which are meant to be unleashed upon the earth through the ministry of the church. And as a matter of historical fact this is what the apostles did. They went about the world proclaiming the Kingdom of God, proclaiming the Gospel, and through them, God’s decision for the earth was established. The church and her message emerged. And now we, after the apostles, look back to them to hear their message, because we believe that through them the binding and loosing of heaven became known on earth. That is why we read and preach Holy Scripture.     

And this binding and loosing? It is simply the Gospel, the message that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of the living God, that he has come to save us from our sins. Where this message is preached and believed, there the Kingdom of God breaks forth and God’s power is loosed. Where this message is not preached or not believed, there remains the bondage of sin and death.

But here is the most important point, friends. Having the keys to the kingdom of heaven, does not mean that we are in charge, that somehow we do anything less than follow Jesus and point others to him. Jesus has given the church a mighty and important task, but the task is nothing other than telling people about him, relying on his authority and his mercy. Indeed, if you read the rest of the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus makes Peter and the other disciples into the foundation of the church, not through their might or wisdom, but through their failure. All of the disciples desert Jesus at the end of his life. They do not follow him to the cross. He alone forges ahead. Peter and the other apostles are indeed the head of the church, but they are so precisely as sinners. They are the head of a body of people who hang only on the mercy and grace of God, only on what Jesus makes of them through the salvation that he alone accomplishes. The first thing Jesus did after he declared Peter the rock of the church was to rebuke him for his lack of understanding and say, “Get behind me, Satan!” And there the church was to remain, behind Jesus, not ahead of him, and nothing but a sinner. So when the apostles founded the church, after the resurrection, it was founded upon the confession of sin, not on some triumphalism. The power of the kingdom of heaven given to these apostles is the power to cry out, “Lord, have mercy,” and invite others to do the same.

Friends, once again let me press this truth upon you. Here we are gathered as the church. Here we are with Bible opened talking about the message of the apostles. It is very easily to think how wonderful we are and how pious we are for doing so. But friends, even though we are given the awesome privilege and responsibility of carrying on the apostles message, let us never forget what the message in fact is. It is not a message about us, about what we do or have done or can do. It is a message about Jesus: You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God. And this message is not one that we can give to ourselves, it can only be received as the unimaginable and unmanageable gift that it is. Flesh and blood, our flesh and blood, is not competent to handle this message. Church for us cannot be a time where we rest secure in ourselves. We must come, like Peter, to be summoned by Jesus to account, Who do you that I am? And yes, Peter is our rock, but when we stand on him all we can do is answer Jesus. Amen.

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Jesus Will Kill You. And You Will Live.

June 26, 2008 · 2 Comments

Here is a sermon I preached on Matthew 10:16-39 last Sunday. Thanks to David Congdon for the thoughts about American security and the FDR quote.

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If you read the June newsletter sent out a couple weeks ago, specifically the little bio section I put in there, you would have learned that I am the middle of five children. I have an older brother and sister and a younger brother and sister. People often ask me if I suffer from ‘middle child syndrome,’ and to be honest, I’m never quite sure what they are talking about. If there is such a thing, I don’t think I caught it. I love my family dearly, and I love my place in my family. The philosopher Ayn Rand said the highest human pleasure is that of admiration. If she’s right—and I’m inclined to think she is—then having older siblings is just about the best way to be human. And having younger siblings has taught me so much about life. I know the dignity of being admired, the pain of watching innocence slip away, and the joy of watching them pursue their own goals. I could go on and on about my family. I haven’t even mentioned my mom and dad, or my lovely wife. In short, my family is home. They are where I find sure footing.

Last time I preached I said that Jesus offends us. Well, he does it again this morning. And this time it hits home, literally. There are many striking things about our gospel passage this morning, and we’ll get to them, but one immediately jumps out at us. Jesus says to us,

Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to set a man against his father and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law and one’s enemies will be members of one’s own household.

Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever does not take up the cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Those who find their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will find it.

For those of us who are Americans, particularly those of us raised as Christians in America, this passage is utterly dumfounding. In America, “family values” are often at the heart of what many people think Christianity is about. Just two days ago, I participated in a survey sent out by the psychology department of my alma mater, Wheaton College. They wanted to survey recent graduates about how they are doing in their family lives, friendships, and spiritual lives. One of the questions that appeared in many different forms was the following: Agree or Disagree: My religious convictions are important to me primarily because they provide me with morals.

“Of course!” Many will say. “What else would religion be for?” And morals become important for people usually when they start a family—rightly so. Notice the language we use. We “settle down” to have a family. We stop the shenanigans of youth and “get serious.”  So in this country, most churches market themselves to families. It is families who are looking for order, structure and stability. The church is their supplier. Accordingly, when the family unit begins to break down—which is happening in this country—the church begins to break down—which is also happening in this country. No demand, no need for a supplier. Simple economics.    

Yet Jesus tells us that he came in order to break up the family unit.

For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law and one’s enemies will be members of one’s own household.

Not quite what one would except from the family-friendly Jesus we are comfortable with. Jesus, apparently, is not “safe and fun for the whole family” as all the Christian radio stations put it.

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Here in Matthew, Jesus is giving his disciples instructions as he sends them out to proclaim and enact the Kingdom. Remember what the Kingdom is. It is the long awaited hope of Israel that God would intervene in history and set up earth as a place where God’s law, his Torah, is followed everywhere by everyone—a place where Israel’s God is worshipped and where such worshippers love each other as family.

The gospel of Matthew (and all the other gospels) were written to tell the story of how Jesus showed up in Israel and said, “Now! Now is the time for the Kingdom. God’s future is closing in on us, you had better get ready.” Perhaps the most astonishing thing about the gospels is that Jesus announces the Kingdom and then proceeds to act as if people’s response to him is their response to God and his Kingdom. For example, Matthew records Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount, where Jesus teaches his followers how to obey the law Kingdom-style. Matthew deliberately makes Jesus look like Moses—on top of a mountain, bringing teaching, giving blessings and curses. But unlike Moses, Jesus does not first receive his teaching from God. He just brings it on his own authority, as if Kingdom-style living were his own invention. Matthew’s terse conclusion to the Sermon on the Mount is incredibly suggestive. He writes, And when Jesus finished these sayings, the crowds were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one who had authority, and not as their scribes. We are left asking, “Who is this man?” Surprises like this happen all over the gospels. Indeed, the gospels are one big surprise. Jesus announces the Kingdom, and by the end of the story it turns out that he is the Kingdom.     

Our passage this morning has Jesus sending us out to proclaim and enact the Kingdom. And make no mistake, church, you are the ones sent. My job as the preacher is not primarily to explain this difficult text or offer some bland spiritual principle from it, but to echo in front of you Jesus’ urgent words: “Now! Now is the time for the Kingdom. Go tell others! And get ready for people to hate you.”

Jesus says, Get ready, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolvesand you will be hated by all because of my name. The Kingdom of God is an affront to this world. And the Kingdom’s messengers will be hated by the world. Just as Jesus was mocked and laughed at and accused of working for the Devil and crucified by expedient political leaders, so will such things happen to those who follow him. The Kingdom of God does not soothe; it disrupts. It does not assure; it poses questions. And the Kingdom’s messengers will disrupt and ask questions. And they will be hated for it. 

So Jesus instructs his disciples, assuming that their lives as Kingdom proclaimers will be dangerous. Let’s be clear, though. Their lives won’t be dangerous because disciples are called to be stupid or naïve. Flippant attitudes like, “Mission work in foreign countries doesn’t require deep cultural knowledge and respect. We just need Jesus,” have no place in the Christian faith. A while back there was a big hubbub about some South Korean missionaries taken captive in Afghanistan. During the time, many reacted either with disdain for the Afghanis or pride at the bravery of the missionaries. But in retrospect certain facts came to light that illustrated that the missionaries made some poor decisions, for example hiring a member of the Taliban to drive them around in an inconspicuous bus. Disciples aren’t to look for danger through their ignorance. Jesus tells us, Be wise as serpents and innocent as doves. Christians are to engage the world with wisdom, wit, and intelligence. Our lives will be dangerous simply because the world is a dangerous place and disciples belong in the world, making known the Kingdom. 

Jesus’ main instruction to us as Kingdom missionaries is not to fear. We are not to fear the dangerous world we are called into. We are to fear God alone. God’s Kingdom—already real in Jesus, and coming upon us quickly—is the ultimate truth of all reality, not the kingdoms of this earth that totter and all pass away. God alone has the power to judge and condemn. The most we can do is kill each other. This is an awful lot, but it does not measure up to what God can do to us. God alone determines our destiny.

In our current situation, these words of Jesus need to be heard again and again, and the church should be speaking them. In America these days, we do indeed fear, but not God. As a country, we are inflicted with widespread paranoia. The most prominent American idol is not some TV star, it is not Materialism or Militarism (although we do worship these gods). The idol we worship most fervently these days is the false god named Security. We are a nation bound by fear itself, what FDR in his first inaugural address called “nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror.” And so we fall at the feet of Security. The airport is our sanctuary, the metal detector our ritual, and plastic bags full of liquids our thank offerings. The President is our pastor, congress our session, and the Middle East our mission field. But our god Security is never satisfied, is he? He cannot offer final salvation like Jesus, just endless defense against the unknown.

And then there is Jesus with his Word to us. Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; rather fear him who can destroy body and soul in hell…Do not think I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword…Those who find their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will find it. In our world of violence and insecurity Jesus does not offer security. He does not offer a way to cope. He does not offer “family values” to stabilize us. He offers death and resurrection. The simple fact is that following Jesus will kill you—not make you safe. The Christian faith is not an escape from this world. What it offers is not life after death but rather a way to die that leads to resurrection. Disciples are called to face death head on, not run from it. For many Christians throughout the centuries, and still today, this meant literal death at the hands of aggressors. For us, it may come to that, and we should be ready. But it also means that we should seek out the places in this world where death holds its grip, and wrestle people out of its grip. We are supposed to be at hospitals, gravesides, prisons, rehabilitation units, undereducated neighborhoods, and thousands of other deadly places, public and private, offering the hope of resurrection to those burdened with death. Disciples of Jesus are drawn to death, because they know that’s where resurrection is promised. When they lose their lives for the sake of Jesus, they find them. Jesus will kill you. And you will live. Lose your life for Jesus’ sake, and you will find it. Listen to the apostle Paul on this matter:

We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. 

III 

Back to family. All of this rhetoric probably sounds overdrawn and a bit drastic. It probably doesn’t resonate with how we experience the world and our place in it as Christians—though maybe it does for some of you. For most of us, reality is a bit more hum drum. We don’t think in terms of life and death when we walk out of the door each morning. The regularities of family life give shape and rhythm to most of our lives. Our most pressing concerns are stable families, a secure career, a diversified portfolio, decent children, and a few satisfying hobbies. “Family values” really are important to us. I’m not here to rail against these things. They are blessings from God, and as I said, Christians are not called to be naïve or stupid. We ought to run well-ordered homes. It is good for me to cherish my family and rely on them for strength and support.

But let’s not miss the force of this text this morning. Jesus speaks with stark words, and we can’t get around the fact that his gospel is a disruptive call. It has the power to break apart a family when family is a hindrance to radical discipleship. It can and does bust apart our hum drum lives and call us to take risks. We should follow Jesus not primarily because he offers us morals but because he faced death head on and came out alive on the other side. 

Most of us will not face literal death for our decision to follow Jesus. But we might, and we should be prepared for it. All of us will die, and, at the very least, we need to be trained how to face our deaths like Jesus did, as an act of obedience. Most of us, rather, face a barrage of daily decisions, each of which is an opportunity to follow Jesus or construct our own lives. And following Jesus in the barrage of daily decisions will feel like death. But it is the only way to life. Amen. 


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